let it be..

its time for me to let it go already.
it has been quite a long time, struggling what should i do.
many people told me that everything is already a truth, i can do nothing to change it.
but, i continue to be a stupid people, who continue do things that will never work.
i doesn't deserve the HD cc gave me.
i'm not as brave as she said.
i'm afraid of the feelings of '失去'.
i doesn't want to face it. because i know once i face it, then it will be my worst day ever.
i dare to give advice to other couple but not for myself.
i keep finding reasons throughout the times.
just to tell myself that a truth is not a truth.

now..
its really a time for me to let it go.
the memories that belongs to us will be in my heart forever.
no one can make it disappear, not even time.
since memories will be forever, why not i keep all those nice memories rather than create more and more bad memories between us?

after all these happens, i notice that friends are really important.
thanks to those who have accompany when i'm down.
thanks to those who have give me advise when i need it.
thanks for those who are there to be my listener.
its nice to have a friend like you guys.. =)
thanks darlings~!!



ps: this includes those who help me in my homework as well .. ^^ haha~~